I had another weird dream last night, and this is probably my anxieties
playing away in my brain. I used to have dreams in college and high
school that I was late to class or had missed a ton of classes and was
sitting in class taking a test. And, I used to dream about my family
catching me dressing or buying women’s clothes up until I came
out to them.
Last night, though, I had a dream that I was having SRS and a breast
augmentation. I was on the operating table and felt him messing around
down below. There was no pain, but it felt weird. That’s about
all I remember from it. Hopefully I won't have these dreams for the
next year.
Since my zapper was so kind, I was able to get in a few more electro
hours tonite. I’d had her stay clear of the nose to allow it to
heal since the incision line there is still quite visible. But since
I needed to get started on it, and I have a wedding to attend this weekend,
I asked her to hit the very sensitive and painful area right under the
nose. She worked her way up from the side of the upper lip and I braced
myself. The closer she got to my nose, the more it hurt, and then....nothing.
I barely felt anything. It appears that the right inside part of my
nose is numb. She said she was able to work some incredible art since
I couldn’t feel anything in there. She moved to the other nostril
and.....instant pain!!! Youch!!! OK, so I only have half of the nose
numb.
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